Thursday, December 20, 2012

2012 Best Wishes...


to Doctors: you are heroes in disguise,
to Nurses: you are angels on the earth,
to those who are fighting: do not surrender,
to you who are close to me: it is an honor to be your friend,
to you who turn your back on me: I’d like to meet you again,
to those who do not understand me: let's talk,
to those who love me: insist more,
to you who are suffering: continue to hope,
to those I have lost: I miss you terribly,
to my parents: I am still growing,
to my daughters: you are already growing,
to my wife: let’s move on,
to death: not now,
to the sun: return soon inside me!





Saturday, December 15, 2012

But what destiny?



It's destiny.
How many times have I had that thought?
It's not my fault: it's my destiny.
Easy.

Life has it's path.
Another justification.
What can I do: it's just life.
Comfortable.

OK, if I get struck by a rock,
For strong that I am
I remain under it... I struggle
and I'll strive, if I can, to get myself away.

Instead, when I escape from a commitment,
for strong that I say I am,
I remain firm and invoke destiny:
"Everything is already written, it's not my fault..."

Am I a hypocrite with myself?
Yes, if I do not react.
An initial confusion is permitted,
we are human, after all. But then...

Am I just with myself?
Only if I recognize "me", get up... and fight on.
Otherwise, I'll shut up.
And there is no destiny which justifies my errors!



Friday, December 07, 2012

The clown


The spectacle ends,
the crowd applauds,
I am at the center of the stage,
I am the clown.

Smiles and shouts,
sounds and noise,
and I, with open arms,
accept the irony of all.

What a cruel world,
the heart of a clown
isn't made to suffer.
My aim is to entertain.

Falling into my bow,
I observe my exaggerated shoes,
my vision becomes moist
and slowly I stand up...

Families, children, old people...
Voices and lights all around...
Deafening shouts... silent;
crazy mimes, gasping and dumb.

I don’t want to remain here any longer.
I salute, turn on my heels
and with an awkward step
I leave the arena.

The curtain swallows me,
I no longer need to smile.
Abandoning the character,
these shoes now embarrass me.

In front of the mirror in my dressing room,
I can still see my mask.
I remove the gloves and the wig,
the red nose, and all the makeup.

It’s me again...
My tired face,
my eyes.
A new light...

Here we are... I and me,
The two of us do not betray "us".
The recitation is over.
Life begins again.




Saturday, December 01, 2012

The piano player


It was a humid November night,
the roads glistened with dense fog.
Novara appeared dark and tired.
Gray figures hurrying under the dark porticos.

The moon was a pale halo in a black sky,
while the city's muffled murmuring could be heard.
A vague perfume of wet dust
spread over the cold stones of the monuments.

The colonnade of the center was tall and solemn.
Inside, a few windows emitted a yellow light
which reflected on the walls and cobblestones:
the American Bar for after-dinner.

Its sign was old but well-preserved
and the view of the room was filtered through elegant light colored curtains...
A young couple emerged from the darkness around the entryway,
he pushed the door and together they walked in.

Inside, there was a pleasurable warmth and the smell of coffee filled the air.
Here and there were round tables with cloths and a candle in the center of each.
Clients... someone was sipping a tea, another reading a book...
Two women were chatting with low voices and a soldier was searching for the waiter...

In the center of the room there sat a shining black grand piano:
it was a spectacle for the eyes and the ears.
A talented piano player around 50
was performing without interfering.

His music was sweet and soft.
The ups and downs on the keyboard were cradling the thoughts.
An ending at swing rhythm
passed him to the next song...

With absent eyes the piano player continued to observe his own hands.
Carrying a tray, a waiter walked close
and put a glass of wine on the piano.
The musician, with a nod of the head, thanked him.

Another piece began... while the room maintained it's buzzing.
The piano player enlarged his music,
as the room kept it's distance
and time passed slowly and with indifference.
Tens of lives crossed each other in that bar.
Tales of meetings, friendships, loves...
The progression of things...
Like on a silent path.

These lives all had the same background:
the sound of a generous piano player,
silent and discreet... nearly absent,
alone with himself and his music.